Letters To Heaven...

28 July 2020 | 1:38 pm  It was an hour and ten minutes later after I just called the ICU Nursing Station.  I wondered why they called back sooner than usual and I thought they had the doctor with them calling us for an update.  But what I heard was the opposite.  They called in to inform me that Papa's heart stopped and they were reviving him.   I froze for a few seconds not knowing how to react.  Looking back I think I was just calm.  I did not feel panic.  I did not worry.  I  texted my brother about five minutes later after it finally came to my senses that it could only go two ways at that point.  Minutes went by so quickly and still there were no calls.  I didn't want to call them back thinking they needed to focus their attention to my then dying father.  It was only at 2:06 pm that I sent a text message and asked that they call us back soon.   At 2:27 pm, that's when I got the call that delivered us t...